Field Notes
5/5/2025 - Pray until there is no fear left in you.
Letting go of that one thing you're holding onto — the thing you fear the most — that might be the biggest giant you'll ever face. Maybe it's watching someone you love spiral and not knowing what to do. Do you preach at them? Or do you just say, "I’m here when you need me," and then pray like there is no tomorrow. Maybe it’s the fear of the unknown. Or failing again. Either way, I’ve learned this: pray until the fear doesn't own you anymore. Pray until peace shows up. I don’t know if I’m there yet , but I’m trying like crazy to get there.
4/23/2025 - Outwork Your Self-Doubt
“You do not become confident by shouting affirmations in the mirror, but by having a stack of undeniable proof you are who you say you are. Outwork your self-doubt.” -Alex Hormonzi
I doubt myself all.the.time. I doubt my skills, “I can never be as good”, I worry about what others think, and sometimes I react to the small things in big ways. My doubt, my worry and my reactions all come from those times I don’t do what I know I should or when I am bored and ignore all those voices in my head telling me to slow down, pause, readjust and then get up and get after it. I find that I build my confidence in my routines and discipline and its getting there everyday.